I don't know Posted in Life by djarrett on 05/16/2013 06:00 PM
I don't know what my problem is.

Here I am. 30 years old. Great job. Unbelievable girlfriend. I'm madly in love with her.

But I seem to be stuck in doing things that fuck up my life, my relationships. And why? I should be impossibly happy. I found the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with.

I apologize for my negativity. But it also seems that no matter what, no matter how good a situation is, I can find a way to mess it up. Maybe I'll find a way to fix it, make myself better.

The only thing I know for certain is I cannot live without her. And there's all the motivation I could ever need. If I can bring a smile to her face even one more time, my life would be worth it. If I can do it the rest of her life, then I'm the luckiest man on earth. peas